You're Different

By: emaleelilac

Disclaimer: I'm going to go with the old fashioned 'I own nothing' bit, 'kay?

I look at Sonny, my Son, my girlfriend, now my Sonshine.

Well she was always my Sonshine but she's fading. Too fast and I'm forced to watch, and I can't do a darn thing cause when I try, it only makes it worse.

She never smiles anymore, a permanent scowl is on her face, and I miss the smile that I fell in love with. She doesn't make any more stupid jokes; she quit "So Random!" Now she's on "The Quiet River." An even more dramatic show then Mackenzie Falls, I must admit. And she was always glaring, mostly at me, and it kills me inside, but I keep on a smile for her, for the both of us.

Because now I'm on "It's All Laughs!" the newest crazy comedy and she says I'm not good enough for her, no real actor. Then why does she have me? Why don't I just leave if she's not my Sonny anymore?

Because I believe that if I try hard enough I can find her again. I can find Sonny, not Alison, which she now forced me to call her. I don't like Alison, she scares me.

Sonny – Alison stares back into my eyes and I try to find those big brown puppy dog eyes I fell in love with, Sonny's eyes, but they're not there. I looked away.

"What's wrong, Chad Dylan Cooper?" Another thing, she only calls me by my full name. "Don't you love me anymore?" She asked me.

"No. I don't love you. I love Sonny. You're different." And I got up and walked away, realizing that Sonny was gone now filled by Alison. And I leave her, pouting to herself. I leave Alison Monroe and all hopes of ever rediscovering Sonny. Because she's just a memory now, and you can't hold memories, and laugh with them, you can only love them, and well, remember them.

THE END