The season finale will not leave me alone, my head keeps spining all of the revelations, the complications, the confusion around. Having watched it too many times in the last day inorder to get a grasp on the it I've decided I like it, despite the original misgivings and tossing of remote. She knows, and we know she knows more importantly, if you don't know what i'm talking about don't worry.

This is a result of my own revelations it is what I believe the squints are thinking in this whole processes beginning with Critic in the Cabernet and then working into the the last minute of End in the Beginning. I begin with Sweets because that's where the "I want a baby" began so his thoughts come first for me. However I will be doing them all, probably in the next couple of days because I wont be able to shake it.

I suggest that we all embrace the finale and wait and see what's in store for us next season, but to tie us over I offer my own two sense to the explosion of fanfiction that surrounds that episode.

I don't own bones sadly, if i did I wouldn't currently be bothered by the last epsiode to be writing more on it, because i would know where it was going. Ok I'm sorry I'm rambling, it's late. so here is Dr. Lance Sweets insights into what has occured.

Sweets

"I want to have a baby" Brennan said, like nothing had changed and kept playing the game I'd spent five minutes convincing her we should play. Booth and I stopped.

I tried to get her and Booth to talk about it. She just decided like that, since when does Dr. Temperance Brennan decide anything just like that, particularly when she'd been so against the whole idea until approximately 30 seconds before hand. She looked happy, she was convince now there was no going back. Booth just looked shocked, I'd have to talk to him later see if it's what he really wants. It can't be, he wants a baby with her, but he wants her too, I'd say she's the more important of the two.

He tell's me later that he just wants her to be happy, I get that but, to go as far as have a child with her with out actually being with her, this is just too much. I threaten to spilt them if they don't deal with this. They have to know there are other emotional issues lying beneath the surface, like I don't know, the fact that they're in love with each other they just won't admit it. What's it going to take to get them over this road block they've put up between themselves, I've been trying for 2 years, and Angela's been trying for four. Nothing has happened, nothing at all.

Now were standing in the waiting room, and I realize that if this isn't enough to shake something loose, then it may never happen. She comes in and tells us that it's a brain tumor, there are tears gathering in the corner of her eyes. This is breaking my heart. The others they don't know what to say to assure Brennan. A tear escapes as she informs us that statistically he should be fine. I'm not sure she believes it. Angela hugs her, and when they break she says that it's not about her. But it is, because it's about both of them, they haven't told each other that they love each other, and now one of them is having brain surgery.

We learn that she's going to be in the OR with him. Atta girl, stay by him. Actions speak louder than words. We all just wish they'd put the words with the actions, so it was out there and acknowledged.

Now he's awake, she stuck with him through the surgery, and recovery. The four agonizing days of a coma caused by the antheistic. She'd had numerous revelations as seen in the story she thinks no one has seen or heard but we all did. She knows she loves him, she knows that she wanted to have his baby so that she could always have him, at least a part of him in some form.

But now he's awake and he doesn't even remember her. So now when she's finally ready to admit all of her feelings, the man that she loves and can live with out, the one that she would go as far as to have his child to have a piece of him, doesn't remember her. She would have done anything to have a piece of him, and now it's not even him and she has nothing. Nothing but a broken heart.

I hate asking for reviews but could you let me know what you think, or if you have any insights into what the rest of the squintsquad is thinking at this turn of events, i would love to include them.

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