The Mirror Side of Edward by Roshandra

By R. Author of Gothic Gates, BOOK V Saga and BBW series

May 31, 2015

What if Edward had a mirror side? What if that side revealed his desire for being a vampire and the blood that drew him? How would that change everything? Carlisle sees Edward's dual nature.

May 1st, 2011

Twilight disclaimer and no copyright infringement. Characters are being used in Fan Fiction and Original Story of THE MIRROR SIDE OF EDWARD is owned by author Roshandra/ R. M. Simone'

His journal notes.

What is the point? I tried everything and the one thing I loved more than life, if you can call being a vampire having a life, was her. That darker side had be controlled all these years and I managed somehow to move with handling the lust thirst for her blood till that one moment. Carlisle wanted me to recount all the good she brought into my life. The way my heart opened to her; it shattered me in a way that left what sat there inside could be shared. This long awaited time of actually having found someone to love and be with. Love came into my life and I was finally with a mate.

Was this some stupid moment of fate for taking her from me as a punishment for killing James. I was inconsolable. I wanted blood now. All I could get; consume and kill for my pain and this nature of being a vampire. It was my time to embrace what I was fully and let loose my fury on how things had turned out for me. Without her, I was broken and the pain had to be filled. Filled with what? Blood, of course.