A/N: My take on what Kurt should have said to evryone about his belief in God when his dad was in hospital and Sue had stopped them from singing religiuos songs.

"I hope you'r happy Kurt," Santana jeered across the room.

"Having the week of my life actually," Kurt replied, not sharing any emotion but oain in his voice.

"Guy, Back of Kurt. He had evry right to speak his mind," Mr Schue said, Defending Kurt because he knew he was struggling so much already.

"Look, Kurt. We're sympathetic for what you're going through right now but siding with Miss Sylvester isn't going to do anybody any good," Mercedes replied, in a slightly fustrated tone.

"Its doing me some good. Now I don't have to sit around listening to all you mental patients sing about God when I know there isn't one," Kurt finished. He glanced around the room and saw the same questioning look on Mercedes face from the other day when Kurt had proffessed his religious beliefes.

"Kurt-" Mercedes began.

"Look, I can't control what you think but I know for a fact that there isn't a God. I mean, If there was, he would be such a jerk. Look at my life. I've been tormented since before pre-school because I didn't fit in with the other boys. I had my Mom taken away from me when I was eight years old and nowmy Dad is the only family I have left. I have been shoved into lockers, thrown into dumpsters, had bruises left all over my body and been called all kinds of names just because I'm gay. Now I might loose my Dad. The only person in this world that I really care about may be taken from me at any moment and then I wont have a thing left of either of my parents or my past. Acording to christians God dictates everything and makes evrything happen. If he is real then he made my life a living hell from the moment I was born because I am different. So you tell me, Why should I believe in a person who has almost entirely ruined my life? Why?" Kurt said, almost in tears and looking so crushed.

No one could argue with him now and even if they did have an argument, they all dropped silent anyways. This was so hard for Kurt that no one really wanted to make it worse for him because they didn't want to hurt him any more.