One shot fic. Sasha and Murdock discuss the possibility of a relationship, but with all the insanity of the world of hostility in which they fight to survive every day, can this really happen? Maybe...

After learning his wife had not been killed byu the UNA, Josh is reunited with her - but what of the psychological scars that will remain etched into his shattered sense of security? How will Josh cope with knowing Steph expects him to carry on with life, now he knows the imagined pain of losing her? Josh and his demons. Rated T for language.